Pathways chapter #14: Tarot

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 After perusing numbers of books on Tarot, we settled on Tarot for Beginners, by Meg Hayertz, published by Althea Press in 2018. The following is a brief summary of Meg Hayertz’s book.

Ms. Hayertz received her first tarot card reading in Portland, Oregon, at a psychic fair at the age of 19. And due to some issues in her life, she found that the reading helped calm her, which then resulted in wanting more.

 Kent reports: I recall a similar kind of fair in Berkeley some years back and another one in San Francisco later on. Though a Christian at the time, I was stunned if not overwhelmed by the spiritual power I witnessed. If it had not been for my Christianity, I might well have been attracted to that which is psychic.

 Still in the introduction, Hayertz says it is not enough that the cards shine a light on what goes on in a person’s heart and mind; this must be put into action. “I suggest we use the 78 archetypes of the tarot to empower ourselves to become more loving and free” (p. IX). And to this end, she dedicates her book.

The origin of the word Tarot goes back to the mid-15th century. In various parts of Europe games such as Italian tarocchini, French tarot, and Austrian Königrufen were popular, and the general term tarot attached itself to what became the present-day tarot. 

Part 1: Tarot Then & Now

The origins of the tarot are murky, but they are cards, 78 of them, divided between Major and Minor Arcana. The Minor Arcana are much like the standard deck of 52 cards but instead of spades, clubs, hearts, and diamonds, there are cups, pentacles, swords, and wands, but with four additional cards. The Major Arcana contain 22 cards, four of which are The Empress, The Hermit, The Fool, and the Devil. Each of the cards have several meanings that can be attached to them depending upon the reader.

The author states that when Napoleon brought back artifacts from Egypt to Europe, there grew an interest in divination. In 1887, A. E. Waite, a member of the Hermetic Order of the Golden Dawn, developed occult symbolic systems around divination and astrology, which in time became related to the tarot. He then asked an artist, Pamela Colman Smith, to create a deck of tarot cards using symbols that were known at the time. This deck was published by William Rider & Sons, of London, in 1910. 

The author claims that reading tarot cards can reveal one’s potential future, and rightly evaluate one’s present circumstances, help with making decisions, help one to understand life, plus develop self-knowledge, intuition, and creativity. 

Tarot is a form of divination, a magical technique, not scientific, for gaining knowledge about the unknown and the future. And as a form of divination, it is condemned in Deuteronomy 18, verses 9–12: 

[9] “When you come into the land that the LORD your God is giving you, you shall not learn to follow the abominable practices of those nations. [10] There shall not be found among you anyone who burns his son or his daughter as an offering, anyone who practices divination or tells fortunes or interprets omens, or a sorcerer [11] or a charmer or a medium or a necromancer or one who inquires of the dead, (ESV) 

Hayertz states that divination is a form of magic as well as most forms of meditation, “since a meditation practice can bring self-knowledge and spiritual knowledge from beyond our rational mind” (p. 7). She wants to dismiss the idea that there is a divide between the magical, or divine, and the ordinary, thus making tarot divination ordinary and common. 

In regard to the two major divisions of a tarot deck, the Major Arcana and the Minor Arcana (Arcana means mystery), which come from Catholicism and Judaism, as well as Greek and Egyptian mythology, she notes the Major Arcana reflects Gnostic, Catholic, and Pagan imagery. There are also many spiritual traditions that have come to be associated with the cards, such as astrology, Kabbalah, numerology, and alchemy, as well as still more spiritual traditions that have found parallels and connections with the tarot, including crystal healing and Ayurveda (the traditional system of medicine in India) (p. 7). 

It is clear then that our author places tarot solidly amongst occultic practices.

Part 2 Tarot Mechanics 

Tarot card reading fits clearly into what is known in the occult world as divination. The cards are used to answer questions about the past, present, and future, and it is said that tarot is an opening into one’s spiritual self.

The first step for a person who wants to do tarot is to select a deck. Meg uses the Rider-Waite-Smith deck, otherwise known as RWS, but there are many others. And before making the first reading one must both purify and attune to the deck. Once readings begin, the deck must be cared for by keeping it clean and cleared of extraneous energy. 

Here in the process of purifying and attuning the deck reveals the occultic, New Age, divination, fortune telling nature of tarot. 

A deck can be purified by placing the deck on a “windowsill or outside during a full moon.” Or, one can bury the deck in salt for a few days, but in a plastic bag so that the salt does not touch the deck. 

Alternately, sage or a smudge stick can be burned while the deck is held in the smoke. Another way to purify the deck is to put the 78 cards in order, first the Fool (O) then on until the Word card (XXI), then observe through that suit all the way to the King of each suit. Once the deck is in order, it must be reshuffled. 

Attuning is the next step, and it means forming a connection with the deck—in other words, attuning to it. This means treating the deck with respect and trust. It takes a week to attune to the deck, gazing at the images on the cards to determine if there is any intuitive sensing—emotional, mental, or spiritual connections that come up. 

The deck must be cleansed regularly, as the deck can pick up unwanted energy from previous readings. There are two rituals that can be performed. One, shuffle the deck rhythmically and tap the deck on the table in order to release any extra energy. Two, fan the deck out in your hand, blow softly on the edges, and with the whole deck knock once on the top of the deck. 

It is this purifying and attuning process that brings the one selecting a tarot deck into a spiritual arena, and this is an evil arena. Indeed, this is the door opening to the demonic realm. This need not be a terrifying experience at all, but a change has occurred—a new and amazing ‘spiritual’ life and experience comes to life. And these supernatural experiences are real and not imagined. In fact, they can be quite exhilarating and captivating. 

There is a definite procedure to begin a reading; one needs to prepare a space and deck. Some tarot readers will create an altar where are placed the reader’s personal spiritual items. In any case, one needs to turn off phones, light a candle, play some music, and then invite the guidance of any higher power in. Be open then to any wisdom or insight that might be communicated in the reading of the cards. 

From six to ten minutes before beginning a reading for oneself, quietly focus the breathing and/or visualize a beam of light entering through the top of the head, which will fill the body with light. 

When one is in the right spiritual state of mind, one asks a question, but the tarot does not answer back with any direct answer. Instead, the reader, as he or she examines the cards, will relate ideas and events and reveal areas needing growth. The future is never spelled out in terms of certainty. 

On page 14 and 15, Meg Hayertz writes about Tarot Symbolism and states that symbols found on tarot cards come from a variety of sources. The version she is speaking to is the Rider-Waite-Smith deck, or RWS. 

The first is Christian mythology. Adam and Eve are depicted many times, and there is the Devil and the snake of Genesis chapter 3. There are images of a church, the pope, two monks, and more. 

The second is Egyptian mythology, or more accurately the European interpretation of Egyptian mythology. 

The third is source is from Kabbalah, a Judaist offshoot. 

Each sign of the zodiac is also found amongst the cards. 

Interpreting the cards takes practice, the author states. As we read through materials on tarot, it seems apparent that any counsel or direction from an intuitive framework could result in almost anything. (Toward the end of this chapter are some statements found on interpretation of the cards, mainly focused on intuition.) 

Our author claims there is both an intellectual and an intuitive side to determining what the cards are saying to the reader or to the one who is consulting the tarot reader. There is an opening of “your intuitive associations sparked by the cards.” Then, “note how your associations and intuitive messages match up with the meanings of the cards.” Third, note how the cards’ symbolism matches up with one’s experiences. Last, consider what actions one should then take. 

The author next moves on to which spiritual practices are connected with or are tied to tarot card reading. These are Astrology, Kabbalah, Numerology, Rosicrucianism, and Alchemy. (Our view is that there are many other spiritual/ occult practices that could be included here.) And each of these fit snuggly into and are recognized as occult practices. 

This association is an eye opener, as tarot is placed among very direct forms of the occult (pages 16 and 17). During long years of casting demons out of people, so many of them attracted demons into themselves by means of the occult. This is not child’s play nor adult play but is extremely serious. We are reminded of a most important verse at this point, 1 Peter 5:8, since this is what is going on in our world today with the wide open and public embracing of the occult arts, of which tarot is only one among many: 

Your adversary the devil prowls around like a roaring lion, seeking someone to devour. 

In chapter 3 of part 1, the author begins to explain how one decides what the card spread means. One card, two cards, three cards, or more are pulled from the deck and spread out. Then the reader considers the meanings of the cards and how it all applies to him or herself, or to the one for whom the reading is being done. 

After examining this material, it is obvious to us that a reader could interpret the cards in many different ways. There is no concrete counsel, no clear solving of a dilemma, nor help with making a decision. It seems that a professional tarot card reader could bend the reading to just about anything, including flattering or messages that the “client” was clearly hoping for. There is obviously much room here for deception. 

Yet this is not the very worst outcome, which is giving oneself, however unwittingly, to an occult practice, which is animated and realized by demonic power. And the outcome of this is nothing less than judgment and an eternity in hell. Is it worth that? 

Chapter 4, part 1, is titled “Growing From the Tarot.” No comment is needed on part 2 of the book by Meg Hayertz, as it only presents each of the cards, the Major and Minor Arcana, and possible meanings for each. 

She begins this section by saying, “I use the cards to help my clients.” 

We completely believe her. Based on what we have encountered with psychics of many different persuasions, very few of them are aware of the evil nature of their work and do not care one way or the other. Either that, or they fear the loss of income, or are afraid of being tormented should they turn from their practices. 

Yes, Meg is probably sincere when she says for her clients that she wants to “unlock creative blocks, deepen their inspiration, and become more aware of issues and values that underlie their personal lives and creative work” (p. 62). 

To read tarot cards is simply to meditate on the cards “to see what feelings, associations, and narratives arise. Then, we match the experiences that arose during meditation to the definitions of the cards” (p. 63). 

Using only a broad-brush stroke to report on this process, it begins with “Connecting with our Intuition.” 

Intuition: this word can be so difficult to define, but after encountering it hundreds of times, it is apparent to us that it involves impressions that come to one while engaging in the process, and this process is usually meditation and focus of one’s breath or something else linked to gaining a state of so-called mindlessness. 

The term used here is “meditative inquiry into your inner life.” When this is achieved, then Meg says one is to “sit with what arises and open to it” (p. 64). Meg then concludes this part with, “This first step is noticing and illuminating our experience and connecting with our intuition.”  

We wonder, whatever in the world does that mean? 

The next step is to select a card or cards from the tarot deck, lay the card or cards down in front of you and meditate on these. One must look at the artwork, note the name of the card, like “The Emperor,” consider it’s also-known-as name, in this case the Grandfather, then note the keywords, in this case, Reliability, Fatherhood, and Responsibility, the element associated with it, here Fire, and astrological sign, here Aries, and then numerology, in this case 4. 

These clues or cues, which may be the right word here, are to be meditated upon. If there is more than one card spread out, then think about what might be at play between the cards. Then one can ask oneself questions such as, “Do the dynamics between the cards feel tense? Or, what are the relative ages of the figures in the cards? Or, are they facing each other? Or, what are the cards’ similarities and differences? 

The next major step is “Integrating intuition with conscious awareness.” Something is then stirring in one’s mind, and the goal here is coming to a place of understanding. And it is here when meditation is core so that the meaning of the cards comes into one’s awareness. 

We must say that the process described to grasp the message of the cards is very elusive, fanciful, lacking substance, and unrealistic. It could yield almost anything. 

Meg describes how it is that one integrates insight brought by the card reading into action. Mainly, this happens by reliance upon your intuitive sense. 

Finally, by means of meditation, envision yourself entering the card or spread. Ask a character therein, like The Emperor, if that is the card drawn for the deck, for guidance regarding action. Allow “the words or gift they offer you to intuitively come to you” (p. 68). If things are not clear, one should ask their intuition for assistance and illumination. 

Again, let the participant beware of invoking unintended spirits by “asking a character therein, like The Emperor, for guidance.” 

Closing thoughts 

Using words like intuition and meditation is deceitful. It should be evil spirit or demon instead of intuition. It should be connecting with the demonic rather than meditation. However lighthearted this tarot card reading business is presented, it is merely a cheap disguise for a course on how to become demon possessed. 

Excerpts from Wikipedia 

Intuition is the ability to acquire knowledge without recourse to conscious reasoning. Different fields use the word “intuition” in very different ways, including but not limited to: direct access to unconscious knowledge; unconscious cognition; inner sensing; inner insight to unconscious pattern-recognition; and the ability to understand something instinctively, without any need for conscious reasoning. July 9, 2022 

The word intuition comes from the Latin verb intueri, translated as “consider” or from the late middle English word intuit, “to contemplate.” July 2, 2022

Meghan Rose, a spiritual advisor and tarot reader, defines intuition as “the ability to understand something without rational or conscious reasoning.” So, in the context of tarot cards, the reader, who could be a professional or yourself if you’re reading your own cards, receives intuitive messages from the cards that they won’t be able to explain with logic. They just know. And because we all have intuitive superpowers, honing your intuitive tarot skills is totally possible with a bit of practice. 

The tarot (/ˈtæroʊ/, first known as trionfi and later as tarocchi or tarock) is a pack of playing cards, used from at least the mid-15th century in various parts of Europe to play games such as Italian tarocchini, French tarot and Austrian Königrufen, many of which are still played today. In the late 18th century, some tarot decks began to be used for divination via tarot card reading and cartomancy reading to custom decks developed for such occult purposes. 

Tarot card reading is a form of cartomancy whereby practitioners use tarot cards purportedly to gain insight into the past, present or future. They formulate a question, then draw cards to interpret them for this end. June 26, 2018 

Tarot cards are a form of divination, which literally means working with the divine, or your higher self, which is the ultimate purpose of tarot cards, just like yoga. June 26, 2018

Chapter Twelve

The Best Sex

Male and female God created us humans, so says Genesis 1:27, which means, among other things, that sex is built right into the essential nature of who we are. No sex, no more people.

The author of Genesis goes right on in the next verse with: And God blessed them. And God said to them, “Be fruitful and multiply.”

Sex is blessed; God’s seal of approval on sex between the male and the female is loudly expressed in the very first chapter in the Bible. Sex here is called being “fruitful.”

Rounding out chapter two we find God making this most incredible statement:

Therefore a man shall leave his father and his mother and hold fast to his wife, and they shall become one flesh. And the man and his wife were both naked and were not ashamed.

“One flesh”—is this a discreet description of a sexual coupling? Likely, and we notice that they were naked without shame. I suspect they were enjoying lots of wonderful sex.

But this would change, and quickly.

Something terrible happened

Three chapters into Genesis we find that something terrible occurred. We call it the “Fall” and the race, as you’ve noticed, is still falling. One little command was broken, in fact, it was the only command in existence. It was simply not to eat of the fruit of a particular tree.

            The tree, the Creator God said was “the tree of the knowledge of God and evil” (Genesis 2:17). He warned them that if they ate of it they would surely die.

They ate of it thanks to the inspiration of a lying serpent, and rather than keeling over, they suddenly had knowledge, and that of good and evil. It was too much for them and when “they heard the LORD walking in the garden in the cool of the day” (verse 3:8) they hid themselves among the trees of the garden.

            The LORD pursued them, and called out to the man, who replied, “I heard the sound of you in the garden, and I was afraid, because I was naked, and I hid myself.” (verse 3:10) And we have been hiding ever since.

What happened next?

Sex has taken over as being what is foremost on everyone’s mind. Instead of being a part of life, it has embraced us with an unholy embrace. No need here to cite stats and report a countless number of case studies, our sexuality is confused and diseased.

On a nude beach everyone knows they are naked. Fun they say but not good for you, as I have had plenty of folks, especially ex-hippies, tell me over the decades. Exhilarating, hormone charging, but there is something that goes on with the brain’s chemistry that harms us. Just like viewing porn does.

Porn viewing and engaging in sexual behavior other than that which is intended by the Creator God, produces guilt, shame, anger, hyper sexuality, even addiction to sex, all of which dehumanizes a person. One may be driven to greater and greater excess, risky behavior, which damages relationships and undermines one’s sense of self, even if it is all rather, and/or mostly, unconscious.

Is this too harsh a judgment on my part? Is it that I have just not dropped enough acid, smoked enough dope, or refuse to adopt a more liberated mindset?

Soon perhaps, the only voices who speak out against unbiblical sexual practices will be those who adhere to an evangelical and biblical worldview. The culture will sweep the rest into conformity to the prevailing trends and celebrate, even legalize, forms of sexuality the Scripture condemns.

It is likely that, as time goes on, even thinking, much less communicating, that homosexuality and bisexuality, will be said to be a hate crime. 1984 and Brave New World here we come.

Even the so-called rights to free speech will be eroded and denied in favor of the sexual free-for-all agenda. One wonders why this would be so?

Why the dramatic departure from normal, biblical sexuality? The answer may be the inward fear and guilt people sense who then need to find a rational and excuse for their behavior. We are rapidly moving to be a culture that has lost its moral compass.

Will we ever know the pleasure of true and Godly sex?

Probably not is my view; others may differ, but I do not see a movement toward a time like we had it in the garden. Not that this generation of people on the planet is any worse than any other, and there have been some really gross eras in our history, but I would admit to a general decline especially in first world nations.

This brings up the question if those who follow the commands of God as found in Scripture might enjoy sex as once intended.

Sex can be healthy

My experience is that Christians, generally, enjoy good sex, maybe the best sex. And sex is really good for us. Biblically oriented sex is the best sex since it has a better chance of being free from guilt and shame.

Did you notice that Adam and Eve were naked and did not even know it? We will never see those days again. But we can come close, or closer than some might think.

No one is as pure as the wind driven snow, not me, not you. We have simply been exposed to so much garbage that the lovely days of innocence will not come our way, but we can move in that direction.

Okay, let’s look at what it can be like.

One, admit the Creator God’s ideal that sex is between a man and a woman, and who are married. (remember Genesis 1:27-28 and Genesis 3:23-25)

Two, grasp that married means having sex with only one another. They are not having affairs, not watching X rated stuff on the tube, not experimenting with other forms of sexuality—they are devoted to each other. These people, will have a lower chance of divorce since there is a strong sexual and love bond between them.     

There is nothing to hide, nothing to be found out, no guilt, no shame, and they can go at it as much and as often as they want to. Real freedom, real pleasure.

How can this be?

I can hear it now. “Too late for me, I am dirty, and there is no going back.”

Wrong!

Go back and read the chapter on forgiveness. You too can experience the joy of being forgiven and by the Creator God. You have eaten of the forbidden fruit and have been forced out of the garden, but Jesus Christ opens the door back in.

            Jesus is the way, the truth, and the life. (John 14:6) Turn away from the sickness around you and turn toward the Savior. It is not too late, never too late. Jesus is always knocking on the door.

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Nineteen

Deciding What Ministry to

Engage In

“I’ve lived a block away from you for six years. Don’t

you ever get to know your neighbors?”

The truth is that in all these years I have rarely

knocked on my neighbor’s doors. Let me take that

back, the first month or so on the job I did a little of

that. I hated it; I would stand at the door and smile,

introduce myself and hold out a brochure for people

to take. And nothing ever came of it; not even one

person ever came to church. I gave up on that.

         

This is a far more complicated subject than can be

adequately dealt with here. There are many wise

and experienced people who have devoted lengthy

volumes to this particular issue. I do not mean to do

much more than talk about how Miller Avenue

developed a few ministries.

In my mind, there is one ministry above all others

and that is the preaching of the gospel so that people

might come to Jesus for salvation. To have all the

ministries conceivable and possible in operation yet

not preach a strong conversion oriented gospel, in my

view, is no ministry at all. Worse than that, it is

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deceptive and dangerous. If, with the ministry of the

Word in place, and there is yet strength, time, and

money for other ministries, very well.

Whether a new church is begun or a new pastor

comes into an ongoing church, it is probably helpful

that nothing be developed early on except the worship

service, Bible study, and prayer meeting. Several years

may be required before an adequate evaluation of a

need for other services and ministries can be made.

“Field Study” is a term for such an evaluation and many

denominations will help local churches develop a

ministry strategy.

It may take several years before a pastor can become

familiar with a community in terms of the kinds of

services and outreaches offered by other churches and

social/political agencies. In addition, it takes time to

assess the capabilities and gifts of a congregation on

the one hand and the opportunities afforded and

limitations mandated by a building, owned or rented,

on the other. A careful evaluation is a time consuming

process and not something to be rushed into.

Money is often a limiting factor; however, it is

possible to develop significant outreaches and

ministries with a small budget. Our Divorce Recovery

Workshop program, for instance, which is in its fifteenth

year, was started with $500.00, and it has paid for itself

ever since. The television ministry is essentially cost

free. (There is the possibility of sending videotapes of

the program all over the country, but this would be

costly and demand the creation of a major enterprise.

My preference is to remain local and avoid the

entanglements that would come with a large television

ministry.) Our website cost us a few thousand dollars

initially, yet we now maintain it with just twenty dollars

a month. (There are now means of beginning a website

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for a fraction of what we spent.) Our Saturday lunch

program required a couple of hundred dollars at first

but it is virtually cost free now.

There is a need for a Sunday school at Miller

Avenue. There are a lot of kids in our community who

would benefit from our having a strong Sunday school.

I would simply love to have one, but we have only an

adult class at present.

We have a wonderful choir. In the congregation

were people who were gifted musically so that it was a

natural ministry to begin. Growing out of our small

Sunday morning choir is an annual gospel concert, and

we fill the place up. This is an outreach as well because

people are attracted who would not otherwise be

exposed to the gospel. The choir, especially the annual

gospel concert, is a major effort for our small church

and well worth everything we put into it.

I am attracted to a ministry that can involve a

number of people and is the reason I like the San

Quentin Prison ministry. The television program

operates with two or three people. The Divorce

Recovery Workshop again requires only a few people.

But the choir can involve a large number of people,

and the prison ministry is open ended, too. In addition,

I am interested in a ministry that does not require a

capital fund campaign to get it off the ground.

Ministries will occasionally fail and almost always

there will be difficulties. This is understood going in.

Not every ministry survives, very few survive for any

length of time. Every ministry or outreach involves a

certain amount of risk and a pastor must be a risk taker,

in fact, the whole congregation must be willing to

assume some risk. A church is not a business and can

not be run on business principles though much is said

to the contrary. Many things done at Miller Avenue

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are not cost effective. At this point, the website we

maintain, for example, is not bringing in any money

and so far, very few “hits.” (Since I wrote that last

sentence the website traffic has increased at least ten

fold.) This is a ministry that requires patience and a

vision for what it may be. The website may turn out to

be a failure; we may abandon it one day. So what!

Ministries will fail and when they do there will be

something new to explore. Even if a particular program

survives for only a short time, it is better to have made

the attempt than to have done nothing at all. By way

of illustration, it is a sad and unworthy baseball player

who will quit after an unsuccessful season. Pastors and

churches take risks. Assessments are made, plans

developed, then “to the work,” and the programs are

continued for as long as possible.

People make mistakes in ministry; they will

sometimes make rather large mistakes. Hopefully a

program will have some checks and balances, but this

is not always possible. Particularly I watch anything to

do with children; it is necessary to be very careful with

anything to do with children. Also, I take care to

examine legal liabilities since we are in California and

have to be aware that some people engage in insurance

fraud and are quick to exploit any real or imagined

injury.

When mistakes are made the pastoral response is

critical. One lesson I’ve learned the hard way is to not

immediately accept negative criticisms about any

outreach. A fact finding process must sometimes be

set in motion all the while conducted in a nonthreatening,

non-accusatory manner. A third,

uninvolved person may be brought in to serve as a

facilitator in a conflict resolution process. The goal is

not always to continue the ministry, a larger goal may

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be to maintain fellowship and bring healing to any

injury.

Newly converted people who are excited about

serving Jesus may get involved in some ministry.

Youthful zeal is a wonderful thing, but down the line

the inexperienced person may get into some difficulty.

Everything is not going to run smoothly. Pastoral

response to trouble must be calming, reassuring,

deliberate, fair, and reasonable. It may well be that the

pastor must take responsibility and pick up the slack;

pastors often pay the price for something that goes awry.

The pastor, as shepherd, must protect the sheep from

the wolf. Knowing which is which, however, is not

always obvious.

The first church I pastored was in the heart of a

vast agricultural area. A second year seminarian, I only

had the weekends to be “in the field”. For the two

and one half years I was there our ministry consisted

of two Sunday services. That is not completely correct

either; after a while I shut down the Sunday evening

service due to lack of interest—mine and everyone

else’s. Did I fail? No, I think not. I did what I could

with what I had. Some people were converted,

baptized, taught, and married. We prayed, sang, and

worshipped the Lord. Those were good and wonderful

years, years of fruitful ministry.

Let me emphasize one last point. I have a particular

interest in engaging in a ministry for the long run.

Ministry for the short run is questionable in my mind.

By way of illustration we have engaged in these

ministries: the Divorce Recovery Workshop—15 years,

the television program—16 years, gospel choir—10

years, the ministry at San Quentin—fourteen years. We

started the Saturday lunch four years ago. We are into

our fourth year of the website ministry. If something is

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worth beginning, it is usually worth continuing,

whether it seems to be successful right away or not.

Circumstances can change very quickly. Several

years ago the Divorce Recovery Workshop went

through a period where hardly anybody came. Some

of our leaders quit and the money ran dangerously low.

I determined to keep going and now, all of a sudden, it

has grown some.

It is easy to work hard when there is obvious

success. The real challenge comes when seeming

failure looms. Now we are encouraged with the divorce

recovery workshop, but we did not quit when things

were going badly. I remember the very second

workshop, only one person attended, and, all our

leaders quit. People said, “Well, this won’t work.” But

we kept it going. The workshop after that we had about

five, and after that we had about twenty, and then

twenty-five, and so it went. (At the time of this writing

it has dipped again.) When a decision is made to begin

a particular ministry, it should be given every chance

of working. It may be years before any “fruit” appears.

As long as there is a motivated leader, a ministry

may continue. That is the criteria: when there is no

leader, the ministry is finished. But not before.

         

In your mind you may have ministries you hope to do.

Make a list of them in order of importance to you

personally.

Is there a ministry you begun that failed?

What happened then?

Chapter nine

Suffering is to be expected

By “suffering” I mean physical, mental, and spiritual.

In the last chapter we looked at that which we cannot ignore or dodge, the persecution and turbulent times that Jesus stated would come, both in the present and the future. As we would say, “the devil be busy.” We have lived in the age of anxiety since the Fall as recorded in Genesis chapters one to five.

Suffering, and all three types above, are common to humankind. No one is immune, yet as a pastor, I have constantly witnessed that Christians are shaken when something bad happens to family members, friends, and themselves.

This is a common reaction, and from Christians who are biblically literate. It is an emotional reaction, usually of short duration, sometimes, however, not so short.

Nowhere in the Bible is it stated, or even hinted at, that Christians get a pass from suffering, which then shows that biblical Christianity is healthy.  The Bible is quite unspiritual in that it is reality oriented. Jesus, Paul, Peter, and so on, suffered so very much, and no excuses given. Every form of suffering is normal.

Physical Suffering

Maybe an accident, or disease, results in a physical disability. Lives change, sometimes dramatically. Family members lives are impacted as well. We wonder, “Is this the will of God?” “Why did this happen to me?” “Am I being punished?” “I thought God was a good God.”

            Perhaps medical technology is able to bring healing. God still heals, and maybe this happens, as I have witnessed on dozens of occasions. And speaking of miraculous healings as I saw up close and personal in the days of the Jesus People Movement, not all were healed and without exception, everyone later experienced some form of physical problem including death. Sometime nature takes it course and a natural healing takes place. But sometimes the sufferings last and last.

There is no promise in Scripture that ‘good’ people won’t suffer. If it did, the Bible would be a dangerous book. Since the author is God Himself, who made us in His image, and determined the boundaries and scope of our living, it is built into the process that physical suffering is to be expected.

            Most people understand this, it is when they have false expectations that there are difficulties.

I am going to be ill; right now I have a thyroid problem and take a serious medication because I am glucose intolerant and if I am not careful, I will develop diabetes. Plus, I wear glasses and do not hear so well anymore. Will I grumble and complain? If I do, this is not an expression of a healthy mind, and it is to the mind we turn next.

Mental suffering

Yes, Christians experience mental illness. I have several good friends, some of them in the professional ministry, who struggle with bipolar illness, both bipolar 1 and 2. In addition, I am close to people who suffer from depression, Obsessive/compulsive disorder, schizophrenia, and other diagnosable disorders.

            In fact, we have two support groups in our congregation, one for relatives of those who suffer from mental illness, and one for peers, those who actually have a mental illness.

            During the 1970s, while pastor of the Church of the Open Door in San Rafael, I operated a Christian counseling center. I loved the work, there was never a fee though people would slip me a twenty now and then, but four days a week, six appointments a day, and for ten years I met with folks, and my style was “talk therapy.” My college back ground in psych helped immensely and I learned a great deal about mental illness.

            It was not unusual for pastors of churches, and sometimes from counties other than Marin, come for counsel. Some of these struggled from high states of anxiety, and a few from serious bipolar conditions. (At that time the term was manic-depression.)

A rather huge obstacle was being able to admit that one was suffering from a mental disorder. Over time these dear people came to realize they were not being punished, had not sinned, and were in fact not responsible for the illness no more than one is blameworthy for being diabetic or having a flu bug. Once this fact was admitted, treatment could begin.

            In that era there was a rather substantial stigma associated with mental illness. To counter this, I spoke of the fact that I was prone to anxiety, not only now, but that I still am. From time to time I mentioned that as a teenager I was a hypochondriac, that my youngest brother was diagnosed with schizophrenia when he returned from the Vietnam War, and later killed himself when he went off his meds. I stated this many a time, and for a reason. I wanted those who suffered from mental illness to understand they could talk about their disorder and seek treatment openly.

Before we come to Christ, we are convicted to repent of our sin, thus we have to admit to. So too, to get help from any illness we must admit to having it and then seek help. This is healthy. We are Christians by identity, yet as saints we carry with us the effects of the Fall.

Spiritual suffering

“The dark night of the soul” is an expression oft heard, maybe not so much today, but in times past. The reference is to spiritual struggles, battles, with defeats in those battles, to the point one might consider suicide. I have had this happen to me.

If you have not had such a dark night, you may well yet do so. There is a hint or two in the Apostle Paul’s writing that he went through some excruciating trials. He comes right out with his pain, and this is healthy.

Did not Jesus do the same? We read of His anguish in John 17. Take the time to read it and you will see. (Remember the sweating.)

In my experience I have counselled any number of folks who thought God had abandoned them. The heavens seemed veiled in lead. God was nowhere to be found; no comforter was comforting.

Spiritual suffering may accompany physical and/or mental suffering. These may go together, and it does not require much understanding to see how the illnesses can overlap.

It is healthy to be mindful that we are God’s beloved children, loved by the Father, Son, and Holy Spirit. And I mean ‘mindful’ in the biblical sense. I am mindful when I reflect on the fact that Jesus has paid the price on the cross for my sinning. I think of the reality that I am indwelt by the Holy Spirit. I meditate on the truth that I have a home in heaven and that nothing in all creation can take it from me. My name is written in the Lamb’s Book of Life. Yes, that settles it, and I am mindful of this and it is so very healthy to set aside a time in each day, if only five minutes, to apply these great truths to our lives.

We are hopeful people, us Christians.

  

Eighteen

Personal Finances and Life-style

“I’ve spent ten years in graduate schools and I make

less money than the guy working down at the 7-11

store. And I am tired of it. I’ve got to figure a way to

make more money and if I can’t here at the church,

well, I guess I might have to leave. This simply can

not continue.”

Who was this pastor? Me!

         

Very few pastors accumulate any considerable

amount of wealth. How much is enough and how

much is too much is debatable. Rarely do pastors earn

the equivalent of what someone in another field with

the same abilities, education, and experience would

earn. This is perhaps a good thing.

Pastors, I believe, must learn how to live a simple

life. For example, it is extremely important to avoid

debt. I think a sound principle is “If there is not enough

cash to buy it, don’t buy it.”

Situations may arise where the use of a credit card

is necessary, perhaps in the purchase of a car or to cover

major medical or dental costs. But living a simple life

style and being content with it will free a pastor from

much stress and anxiety.

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One of the sins that pastors are sometimes tempted

with is covetousness. Ministers of large churches whose

salaries may be more than adequate, who may either

own their own homes or be in the process of buying

one, who may take expensive long vacations, who may

be granted periodic sabbaticals, and who may be off

doing other wonderful things—these may tempt a less

financially advantaged pastor to covetousness with a

little envy thrown in as well. In addition the large

church minister may have a great health plan and a lot

of money in a pension fund. For a pastor to be

financially well off is not wrong, but it is somewhat

unique and beyond reality for most.

“Middle class” is an apt description of my life style,

thus, I consider myself to be quite well off. (I could

live on less.) My income must provide for a family of

four, my wife and I and our two children. I have to

have money to operate the household, keep the cars

on the road, the IRS happy, and the insurance

companies paid. Therefore it is required that I do this

in the best way possible and I do it with what the church

can provide combined with what my wife and I earn in

other ways. It seems to me that we Philpotts enjoy our

lives and have the necessities met. I have never had a

situation of extreme need. There have been difficult

times, but God has provided for us all the way along.

Pastors should be careful to tithe all income and

provide for offerings beyond the tithe. Giving is best

when it is done on a “cheerful” basis with gratefulness

for God’s provision. All giving should be done in secret,

not letting the “left hand know what the right hand is

doing”. Only the treasurer and/or bookkeeper would

know the details. Pastors do not want to be talking

about their patterns of giving.

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I have not taken a salary increase the entire time I

have been at Miller Avenue. Now, I want to be careful

to say that in a way that does not sound boastful. The

truth is, I have taken certain perks over the years—

benefit increases here and there. But I keep it to a

minimum. I do not like to continually come to the

church asking for more money. Every year this small

church has wanted to increase the salary of their pastor.

And I have declined that, and with thanksgiving, too,

that people would be concerned for me. My goal has

been to prevent the church from getting into a situation

where money was a problem. I know many churches

like to have a continually increasing budget, and we

do in a very small way, but I like to keep the church in

the black. Running behind budget thus necessitating

a situation where the congregation has to be continually

appealed to is something I want to avoid almost at all

costs.

It has been my custom to work outside the church.

(I’m going to be talking in another chapter about having

a trade.) At the outset of my pastoral ministry at Miller

Avenue I asked for permission that I be free to engage

in other means, in limited and appropriate ways, in

order to increase my income if necessary. Currently,

primarily through weddings and funerals, I do make

some extra income. For several years my wife and I

operated a part time legal service. The additional

income has kept the financial pressure off the

congregation.

Living a simple life and keeping finances pretty

much on a cash basis has worked for me personally.

Good churches want to see that their pastors are cared

for and their needs met. And it is important that the

pastor is not constantly presenting needs. Some refer

to this as “whining”. If there are some needs not being

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covered then those needs should be dealt with in a

very careful way. Constantly presenting the church with

needs can become discouraging to any group of people.

A congregation may even feel guilty and may not know

how to meet the needs.

If I were independently wealthy I might think

about paying the church to be able to be the pastor

and preach the gospel on Sunday morning. It is my

chief joy to preach Jesus and I would be so very poor if

I could not. Certainly, I could find other avenues for

gospel preaching, but I love these people and this

community and I want to pastor right here. Therefore,

as best I can, I will do what it takes to be a gospel

preacher and trust that God will meet my needs.

         

How attached are you to credit cards?

Do you panic when the money is low or nonexistent?

Are you content with what you have?

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—Sharing programs you have found helpful.

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If you want to ask Philpott about any particular

issue, feel free to do so.

  

Seventeen

The Pastor’s Work Schedule

“I punched the time clock in and out every day for

twenty years. Now though I come to the office at the

church and it is just me. There is no one around all

day long. How do you get anything done?”

         

Most pastors have heard the little joke; “We pay

you for working an hour a week.” I used to laugh

at it but now I don’t.

Pastoral ministry is unusual in many ways; certainly

it is unlike any other job I’ve had. People used to

working 9-5 may have a difficult time adjusting to the

work schedule typical of the pastoral ministry. They

may have a difficult time realizing they are working

when they are simply reading the Scripture, studying

for a sermon, or reflecting on some theological point. I

have known more than one person who could not

adjust. The fact is, it has taken me most of my life to

feel comfortable with the lifestyle of the pastoral

ministry.

Additionally, pastoral ministry will be difficult for

those who are unable to motivate themselves and

schedule their own time. The work is open-ended

without clear beginning and ending points. It is often

the case that there is no one to observe, much less

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monitor, the progress or pace of the workday. This is

especially true for the small church pastor.

To cope with the peculiarities of the ministry I

created a schedule for myself. I try to get an early start.

Scripture reading and prayer come first. Sermon and

Bible study preparation follow. Then, as I am my own

secretary, I deal with correspondence and e-mail, and

make and return phone calls. Generally this work is

accomplished by noon. Some days this actually

happens. However, if I am too anxious about fulfilling

a schedule, I will become frustrated and irritable. The

pastoral ministry is unpredictable and allowances for

the unexpected must be made.

Pastors can find themselves working seven days a

week, ten to twelve hours each day, if they are not

careful. Therefore, I encourage pastors to observe a

Sabbath rest. If Sunday is able to be the actual Sabbath

rest despite the worship and preaching, teaching, and

other ministry, well, that’s fine. But it may be necessary

to find another day. It is vitally important to rest from

our labors as the Scripture teaches.

I have found that it helps to break the workday

down into three segments: morning, afternoon, and

evening. If I am not careful, I will work morning,

afternoon, and evening. Much of pastoral ministry goes

on in the evening so unless time is taken off during

the day, a morning or afternoon, a pastor will end up

working way more than is healthy. After a while, weeks

or months maybe, exhaustion will set in. It is not

unusual for a pastor to work 70 to 90 hours a week

without realizing it.

If I’m working in the morning (and I always work

in the morning), and I’m going to be working in the

evening, I’ll want to be able to rest some in the

afternoon. If I have nothing in the evening, then I’ll

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work in the afternoon. But I try to avoid working all

three segments of the day. This is an ideal anyway. I

admit to working six days a week; I am rarely able to

take a complete day off. Things happen in the ministry;

people and their problems can not be easily put off.

Vacations are generally a problem for me. First there

is the preparation required in order to leave, and then

there is the tremendous amount of catch-up upon the

return. Some vacations have produced more work than

work itself. Despite the problems it is important to get

away from time to time.

Short trips, a day or two in duration, seem to work

well for me. These are more easily managed and

financed, and they require less preparation and catchup.

My kids need the week or two away on vacation

though; the longer vacations are more for my girls than

for my wife and I.

The pastoral ministry has some resemblance to

artistic pursuits. The musician, the artist, the poet, the

novelist—these require time for reflection, time for

free-form thinking. I have a custom of sitting at night,

usually outside in good weather, thinking over the past

day and thinking through what is coming up the next.

I clear out the old day and get ready for the new day.

From Scripture I have learned to let the “evil” for the

day be sufficient for that day. It is taking one day at a

time, praying that God will give me the “bread” for

the coming day and thanking Him for the provision

for the past day. I try not to worry overmuch about the

day coming up until I get to it. When tomorrow arrives,

I’ll let yesterday go. It’s like the baseball player who

forgets about the last at bat and focuses instead on the

one coming up. Whether the result was a strike out or

a home run it doesn’t make any difference, the process

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is the same—forget about the last one; focus on the

next one.

People unacquainted with the pastoral ministry

might not appreciate the lifestyle. Furthermore, pastors

should not compare themselves to those who are

perhaps fortunate enough to have a regularly scheduled

work routine.

People may not realize that teaching a one-hour

Bible study may involve hours of preparation. In

addition, the work is not necessarily over when the

Bible study or prayer meeting is concluded.

Sometimes, when the meeting is officially over, the

real work is just beginning. And few see this. Then

again, it is not so easy, after engaging in serious ministry

with people well into the night, to be able to go home

and fall right to sleep; there is wind-down time. The

pastoral ministry demands a whole different approach

to work. A pastor must be sensitive to that and not be

apologetic for it either.

Someone might reason, “You’re not doing anything,

you’re not active, you’re not running around, you’re

not physically producing something.” Regardless of

the misunderstandings, going for a walk to think about

things, taking a drive, going to a park, sitting by a

stream—these times can be very important. We don’t

have to always be engaged in concrete action. It is, in

fact, important to sit and look and listen.

         

Consider the various work schedules you have had.

How is the pastoral ministry different?

Are you a self-motivator?

Do you feel comfortable working alone?

Chapter nine

Suffering is to be expected

By “suffering” I mean physical, mental, and spiritual.

In the last chapter we looked at that which we cannot ignore or dodge, the persecution and turbulent times that Jesus stated would come, both in the present and the future. As we would say, “the devil be busy.” We have lived in the age of anxiety since the Fall as recorded in Genesis chapters one to five.

Suffering, and all three types above, are common to humankind. No one is immune, yet as a pastor, I have constantly witnessed that Christians are shaken when something bad happens to family members, friends, and themselves.

This is a common reaction, and from Christians who are biblically literate. It is an emotional reaction, usually of short duration, sometimes, however, not so short.

Nowhere in the Bible is it stated, or even hinted at, that Christians get a pass from suffering, which then shows that biblical Christianity is healthy.  The Bible is quite unspiritual in that it is reality oriented. Jesus, Paul, Peter, and so on, suffered so very much, and no excuses given. Every form of suffering is normal.

Physical Suffering

Maybe an accident, or disease, results in a physical disability. Lives change, sometimes dramatically. Family members lives are impacted as well. We wonder, “Is this the will of God?” “Why did this happen to me?” “Am I being punished?” “I thought God was a good God.”

            Perhaps medical technology is able to bring healing. God still heals, and maybe this happens, as I have witnessed on dozens of occasions. And speaking of miraculous healings as I saw up close and personal in the days of the Jesus People Movement, not all were healed and without exception, everyone later experienced some form of physical problem including death. Sometime nature takes it course and a natural healing takes place. But sometimes the sufferings last and last.

There is no promise in Scripture that ‘good’ people won’t suffer. If it did, the Bible would be a dangerous book. Since the author is God Himself, who made us in His image, and determined the boundaries and scope of our living, it is built into the process that physical suffering is to be expected.

            Most people understand this, it is when they have false expectations that there are difficulties.

I am going to be ill; right now I have a thyroid problem and take a serious medication because I am glucose intolerant and if I am not careful, I will develop diabetes. Plus, I wear glasses and do not hear so well anymore. Will I grumble and complain? If I do, this is not an expression of a healthy mind, and it is to the mind we turn next.

Mental suffering

Yes, Christians experience mental illness. I have several good friends, some of them in the professional ministry, who struggle with bipolar illness, both bipolar 1 and 2. In addition, I am close to people who suffer from depression, Obsessive/compulsive disorder, schizophrenia, and other diagnosable disorders.

            In fact, we have two support groups in our congregation, one for relatives of those who suffer from mental illness, and one for peers, those who actually have a mental illness.

            During the 1970s, while pastor of the Church of the Open Door in San Rafael, I operated a Christian counseling center. I loved the work, there was never a fee though people would slip me a twenty now and then, but four days a week, six appointments a day, and for ten years I met with folks, and my style was “talk therapy.” My college back ground in psych helped immensely and I learned a great deal about mental illness.

            It was not unusual for pastors of churches, and sometimes from counties other than Marin, come for counsel. Some of these struggled from high states of anxiety, and a few from serious bipolar conditions. (At that time the term was manic-depression.)

A rather huge obstacle was being able to admit that one was suffering from a mental disorder. Over time these dear people came to realize they were not being punished, had not sinned, and were in fact not responsible for the illness no more than one is blameworthy for being diabetic or having a flu bug. Once this fact was admitted, treatment could begin.

            In that era there was a rather substantial stigma associated with mental illness. To counter this, I spoke of the fact that I was prone to anxiety, not only now, but that I still am. From time to time I mentioned that as a teenager I was a hypochondriac, that my youngest brother was diagnosed with schizophrenia when he returned from the Vietnam War, and later killed himself when he went off his meds. I stated this many a time, and for a reason. I wanted those who suffered from mental illness to understand they could talk about their disorder and seek treatment openly.

Before we come to Christ, we are convicted to repent of our sin, thus we have to admit to. So too, to get help from any illness we must admit to having it and then seek help. This is healthy. We are Christians by identity, yet as saints we carry with us the effects of the Fall.

Spiritual suffering

“The dark night of the soul” is an expression oft heard, maybe not so much today, but in times past. The reference is to spiritual struggles, battles, with defeats in those battles, to the point one might consider suicide. I have had this happen to me.

If you have not had such a dark night, you may well yet do so. There is a hint or two in the Apostle Paul’s writing that he went through some excruciating trials. He comes right out with his pain, and this is healthy.

Did not Jesus do the same? We read of His anguish in John 17. Take the time to read it and you will see. (Remember the sweating.)

In my experience I have counselled any number of folks who thought God had abandoned them. The heavens seemed veiled in lead. God was nowhere to be found; no comforter was comforting.

Spiritual suffering may accompany physical and/or mental suffering. These may go together, and it does not require much understanding to see how the illnesses can overlap.

It is healthy to be mindful that we are God’s beloved children, loved by the Father, Son, and Holy Spirit. And I mean ‘mindful’ in the biblical sense. I am mindful when I reflect on the fact that Jesus has paid the price on the cross for my sinning. I think of the reality that I am indwelt by the Holy Spirit. I meditate on the truth that I have a home in heaven and that nothing in all creation can take it from me. My name is written in the Lamb’s Book of Life. Yes, that settles it, and I am mindful of this and it is so very healthy to set aside a time in each day, if only five minutes, to apply these great truths to our lives.

We are hopeful people, us Christians.

  

Sixteen

Early to Bed, Early to Rise…

“You can’t soar with the eagles in the morning if you

are hooting with the owls at night.” I don’t know if

Prince Altom, pastor of Hillside Church of Marin, made

this up or not, but they were certainly words I needed

to hear.

         

My habit is to rise about 7AM, drink a cup or two

of coffee while I read the newspaper, eat a

substantial breakfast, and then leave for the office.

I find I do my best work in the morning. Once in

my office, Bible reading, prayer, and reflection come

first. Secondly, I focus on the sermon. Last of all I

briefly study one language or another.

It is best if this time is without interruption. When

the phone starts ringing the day is on (there is no

secretary at Miller Avenue). Other activities,

appointments, correspondence, computer work, and so

on, begin around 10AM.

In order to rise early I must retire early as well.

Part of keeping strong and healthy is getting plenty of

sleep. A lack of sleep over the course of a few days

means the body and brain are not going to work as they

could.

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Good nutrition is important, but it will not make

up for a lack of sleep and/or a weak body. A pastor is

similar to an athlete who must keep in training all the

time. To compete the athlete must eat right, get good

sleep, and exercise regularly. All Christians are in a race,

a competition, and it is the wise and prudent pastor

who runs hard toward the prize.

Having said all this I want to say that this regime,

that suits me, may not suit everyone. Several pastors I

know work the opposite from me, that is, they do their

best work at night, sometimes quite late at night, and

consequently they sleep late into the next day. We are

all different and every one of us will find what works

best for them.

         

The pastor as athlete—does this seem to be an apt

comparison?

What about your lifestyle, does it contribute to health

and strength?

     Chapter Eight

End Times

In Matthew 24, Mark 13, and Luke 21 Jesus reveals all that the early Church would face as well as what the Church down through history could expect, also.

Wars and rumors of wars, nation against nation, kingdom against kingdom, earthquakes, famines, Christians being led astray, false teachers performing incredible miracles—all these, Jesus declared, are only the beginning of woes.

Jesus goes on to say that “you will be hated by all nations for my name’s sake” (Matthew 24:9), and also, He states, “And then many will fall away and betray one another and hate one another. And many false prophets will arise and lead many astray” (Matthew 24:10-11).

We know this is coming and so we will not be surprised when we experience it personally.

Question is: Do we see this end-time scenario being played out right Now? Possibly, nevertheless, we are standing on solid rock and we will not be moved.

Those who trust in Jesus will not be panic stricken or overcome with anxiety as others will, instead we will look upon world events as news, maybe even entertainment, but not as something that could overwhelm us. We will know that God is in control and even if he worst should descend upon us, we belong to Him and will spend eternity in His presence.

Stressful living

Few would argue that we are not now living in stressful times. My personal evaluation is that these are especially difficult times. I am aware that I am more anxious now than in previous years. The digital, techy, age is fun and exciting, mostly, but the world is a smaller place now, we are aware of hideous events taking place daily and everywhere, and it adds to our inability to cope with it.

In California, where I live, marijuana is legal, and hundreds of thousands use it every day including some of my friends. They tell me it helps relieve the stress and pressure they are under. And these are not old hippie either, but regular folk who live and work in the “age of anxiety.”

Our world can be dangerous. Innocent people are killed every day someplace in the good old USA while minding their own business, even when securely in their own homes.

Does this signal the end of the age?

No one knows the day and hour

The statement above is Jesus’ own. (Matthew 24:36) There was a time I had charts on the wall of my office; I actually thought I could figure out when Jesus would return. We are aware of any number of ‘prophets’ who came up with a date, to the embarrassment to us all. We understand now, no one knows the day and hour.

We don’t know, and we don’t need to know. We simply go about the business of preaching Christ to the lost and discipling those who are found.

            We know what we are about. We have our agenda. It matters not what goes on in the world about us. No, we pay attention and are aware, but what goes on in the world is of secondary importance.

            I read two newspapers every day, the San Francisco Chronicle and the Marin Independent Journal. I watch NBC, CNN, FOX News, PBS, and a few other news programs, and every day. I am informed because I have to be. When together with others, Christians and non-Christians, as a pastor I need to be up on local, national, and world events.

Some are startled that I am not shaking in my boots, even some fellow believers, when we discuss world and national events. It gives me opportunity to explain the peace I have in Christ. This witness will be even more potent as time goes on.

A Christian witness

I am reminded of the words of Martin Luther’s great hymn, A Mighty Fortress is our God. If ever a Christian was attacked by enormous forces it was Luther, the one who laid the foundation for what we refer to as The Reformation. Here now is the complete text of that hymn:

A Mighty Fortress Is Our God

 (1st stanza)

A mighty fortress is our God,

A bulwark never failing;

Our helper He amid the flood

Of mortal ills prevailing.

For still our ancient foe

Doth seek to work us woe-

His craft and pow’r are great,

And armed with cruel hate,

On earth is not his equal.

(2nd stanza)

Did we in our own strength confide,

Our striving would be losing,

Were not the right man on our side,

The man of God’s own choosing.

Dose ask who that may be?

Christ Jesus, it is He-

Lord Sabaoth His name,

From age to age the same,

And He must win the battle.

(3rd stanza)

And tho’ this world, with devils filled,

Should threaten to undo us,

We will not fear, for God hath willed

His truth to triumph thro’ us.

The prince of darkness grim,

We tremble not for him-

His rage we can endure,

For lo, his doom is sure:

One little word shall fell him.

(4th stanza)

That word above all earthly pow’rs,

No thanks to them abideth;

The Spirit and the gifts are ours

Thro’ Him who with us sideth.

Let goods and kindred go,

This mortal life also-

The body they may kill;

God’s truth abideth still:

His kingdom is forever.

Nothing can separate me from the love of God in Christ Jesus our Lord.

The above are the words of the Apostle Paul. Martin Luther, in my thinking, might have borrowed something from Paul when he wrote his wonderful and powerful hymn. I am thinking of Romans 8:31-39. In this section, Paul asks a series of questions and provides answers for each.

What then shall we say to these things?

If God is for us, who can be against us?

He who did not spare his own Son but gave him up for us all,

how will he not also with him graciously give us all things?

Who shall bring any charge against God’s elect? It is God who justifies.

Who is to condemn? Christ Jesus is the one who died—more than that, who was raised—who is at the right hand of God, who indeed is interceding for us.

Who shall separate us from the love of Christ? Shall tribulation, or distress, or persecution, or famine, or nakedness, or danger, or sword? As it is written, “For your sake we are being killed all the day long; we are regarded as sheep to be slaughtered.”

No, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him who loved us.

For I am sure that neither death nor life, nor angels nor rulers, nor things present nor things to come, nor powers, nor height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God in Christ Jesus our Lord.

What is healthy about these great and wonderful truths from Scripture?

Christians will be fearful and be stressed out and anxious because we are people like everyone else. However, we have something solid to stand on and reflect upon. We have the Word of God and the testimony of one of the earliest generations of Christians, that being Paul, and also the words of Martin Luther who lived some 1450 years after Paul.

            We also have the testimony of hundreds of others who were persecuted and were martyred down through the centuries.

Not that Christians won’t suffer from anxiety in this world of chaos, but we have an assurance that ultimately cannot be taken from us. I confess I am prone to anxiety and have been since I was fifteen years old; it has never completely left me, but I rely upon the testimony of Christians who have been through more than I have, which includes Jesus Himself, Paul, and countless others.

I will be shaken from time to time, but my foundation in Jesus remains firm.

Chapter seven

Expect Opposition

Those who call Jesus Lord have always been subject to persecution, bias, and bigotry from those who are yet in their sin and estranged from the love and fellowship of God. They must do so, and do so out of fear of judgment and shame for their sin. They will have a sense of conviction of sin though we say nothing judgmental. Merely because we do not join in that which is displeasing to God is enough to trigger negative emotions.

We will have opposition, mild and severe, within our own households even. Jesus said this is coming.

Prior to my conversion to Christ in 1963 I have to confess I did oppose, persecute, and make fun of Christians. I did not know why I did so except that there was this certain something that riled me up about them. There was nothing anyone of them ever did to me, to incite such untoward reactions; in fact, we were more than mere acquaintances. But as soon as they attempted to tell me about Jesus, I rejected them and in a hurry.

My old friends

Taking a leave from the Air Force, I drove home for the first time after my becoming a Christian. I walked in the back door of the old house on Whitegate Avenue in Sunland, California to find six of my old buddies waiting for me. Turns out that my mother had set this little party up.

One of them handed me a beer right away and as he did so he whispered in my ear that they had paid for a hot Hollywood prostitute for me.

Settling into the family room where we had spent so much time when we were high schoolers, one of them said, “Well, Kent we hear you got religion.”

I can still see myself sitting in the middle of the big couch, a friend on either side of me. Slowly I started to formulate an answer. As I hit the keys of the keyboard right now I am experiencing some of the shock that came over me back then.

   My first word was, “Yes.” Then I took about 5 minutes and gave to them what was probably my first attempt to be a witness for Christ. They listened in silence. I could hear my mother puttering around in the kitchen; I knew she heard what I said.

   Then without a word, three of the six friends stood up and left the house. It was literally the last time I ever saw them. The three that stayed, Bill, Dick, and Larry became my lifelong friends, and to this day, but only Dick became a follower of Jesus.

   My mother never did become a Christian though she was a faithful member of the local Methodist church. As far as know she rarely, if ever, attended services, but she nevertheless sent in some money every month.

Unprepared

It took me a long while to get over the rejection. No one ever told me such a thing could happen, especially from old friends. But there it was.

            Before long we realize that simply believing in Jesus as Savior and Lord would get us into so much trouble. I was unprepared, and this is why I am including this chapter right now. It is healthy to have an idea of what may be coming when others find out we are actual born-again Christians.          

            Let’s take a look at Scripture on this subject.

Jesus was and is opposed and hated

Jesus was opposed throughout His ministry. Finally, He was betrayed, arrested, beaten, scourged, and finally executed. If this happened to Jesus can we expect to be treated much differently?

In some countries of the world to be a Christian is to be despised, persecuted, and much more. In the USA where there is yet a rule of law and a good percentage of the population that identifies as Christian, we only see a growing bias against those of us who are biblically oriented Christians. To stand for biblical principles and ethics will eventually, unless there is a great and powerful moving of the Holy Spirit, bring more antagonism from non-Christians. We must realize this possibility. And what do we do in reaction to this?

Persecution will come

The three words above serve as a description in the English Standard Version of the Bible for Matthew 10:16-25. Jesus said He was sending us out as sheep in the midst of wolves. Thanks a lot, we might say. At least it is full-disclosure; we know from the beginning what we are getting into and this helps us prepare for and adjust to opposition that will come our way.

            Jesus even says, “you will be hated by all for my name’s sake” (Matthew 10:22). Toward the conclusion of the passage, verse 25b, He says, “If they have called the master of the house Beelzebul, how much more will they malign those of his household.”

            In speaking of the events that are to occur toward the end of human history, the runup to the second advent of Jesus, He says, “Then they will deliver you up to tribulation and put you to death, and you will be hated by all nations for my name’s sake” (Matthew 24:9).

In Luke’s version of the Sermon on the Mount, we find these words:

Blessed are you when people hate you and when they exclude you and revile you and spurn your name as evil, on account of the Son of Man! Rejoice in that day, and leap for you, for behold, your reward is great in heaven, for so their fathers did to the prophets.

(Luke 6:22-23)

The Apostle John, who knew what he was talking about because he experienced it, wrote, “Do not be surprised, brothers, that the world hates you” (1 John 3:13).

Not to know these things, these unhappy realities, would be devasting to us. For all these years now, to one degree or another, I have experienced anti-Christian bias and prejudice. Those who treat us as such do not, for the most part, even understand what they are doing. They are blind to their own hard hearts.

Christians build strength

Christians, however, are not unaware of opposition and so are able to meet the test. It is like going to the gym and doing weight training—we get strong. Not only that but we know what may happen already and thus are not shocked or knocked off our game when trouble comes our way because of our testimony of Jesus.

            Neither do we become paranoid, expecting the worst either. Frankly, I do experience prejudice toward me as most everyone knows I am a Christian pastor. And in this I rejoice. At the same time, because others know where I stand, it is not unusual for people to seek me out to know more about the Gospel or come to me for counsel. It is really a very interesting two-edged sword.

            At this point in my Christian life I have settled into the whole life style; it is not boring being a Christian.

The Christian reaction

Peter writes: “Do not repay evil for evil or reviling for reviling, but on the contrary, bless, for to this you were called, that you may obtain a blessing” (1 Peter 3:9). “Blessing” or not, and I am not looking for a blessing and if I got a blessing I doubt I would even recognize it, we to not repay evil for evil.

            Thus, we maintain a healthy conscience. We are not fearful, we are fully ready, and we actually expect opposition.

The Apostle Paul was a persecutor of Christians to the point of imprisoning them and killing them. Paul knew persecution from both sides. His word on these points can be a great encouragement to us. Here now is Romans 12:9-21:

Let love be genuine. Abhor what is evil; hold fast to what is good. Love one another with brotherly affection. Outdo one another in showing honor. Do not be slothful in zeal, be fervent in spirit, serve the Lord. Rejoice in hope, be patient in tribulation, be constant in prayer. Contribute to the needs of the saints and seek to show hospitality.

            Bless those who persecute you; bless and do not curse them. Rejoice with those who rejoice, weep with those who weep. Live in harmony with one another. Do not be haughty, but associate with the lowly. Never be wise in your own sight. Repay no one evil for evil, but give thought to do what is honorable in the sight of all. If possible, so far as it depends on you, live peaceably with all. Beloved, never avenge yourselves, but leave it to the wrath of God, for it is written “Vengeance is mine, I will repay, says the Lord.” To the contrary, “if your enemy is hungry, feed him; if he is thirsty, give him something to drink; for by so doing you will heap burning coals on his head.” Do not be overcome by evil, but overcome evil with good.

  

Fourteen

Public Ministry—Is it a

Performance?

“I love being in front of people. That’s what I miss

most.”

My friend was telling the truth. He had, in fact,

majored in theater while in college. Out of politeness,

however, I decided not to challenge his statement. It

bothered me though; we pastors are hypocritical

enough without making the worship service a

performance.

         

By public ministry I mean any service or meeting

where there is some kind of presentation to

people—a worship service, an organizational meeting,

a workshop, even a Bible study.

Unwittingly I started out in the pastoral ministry

thinking like a performer—I tried to preach like Billy

Graham. I thought I would be successful if I copied

the greatest preacher of the Twentieth Century. During

my first pastorate I mimicked Graham to the point

people commented on it, and I would be flattered. If

great crowds of people had packed in to hear me, I

probably would still be sounding like I was from North

Carolina.

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Some years later, during the Jesus People

Movement, someone suggested I preach like Oral

Roberts. I tried but I failed; I could do Graham better

than Roberts. After many years I finally let the stylized

preaching go and allowed the natural Philpott to

emerge. But the temptation to emulate the great

preachers is strong.

In conversations with other ministers about this

particular situation, I have come to the conclusion there

is almost an addictive kind of allure to public ministry.

To stand before others and receive their acclamation,

appreciation, admiration, attention, and respect is a

heady phenomenon, so much so that it can become a

primary motive for ministry. An extreme illustration of

the power of being before others is the preacher who

gauged his success on how many standing ovations he

received during the course of a sermon.

For many years I was in public ministry and then

for a space of several years I was not. I confess I missed

standing before a group of people and receiving their

attention. My flesh, to use Pauline terms, seemed to

revel in and hunger for the “spotlight”. Often, too

often, my fleshly craving for the applause of people

spurred me on. Not that God can not use this, if it is

submitted to Christ, but it is a craving, a potentially

addictive thing, that can eventually bring harm.

Certainly, the alternative, a fear of being in front of

people, is also damaging. I remember being anxious,

very anxious sometimes, and occasionally I still am. If

I speak before a group I am not familiar with I may

have considerable anxiety. Even at Miller Avenue I

occasionally will begin to be anxious Saturday night or

on Sunday morning. If I am not confident in my

preparation or discover that I no longer like the sermon,

my anxiety level will go up. When I feel I have a good

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handle on the sermon and am looking forward to

preaching it, there is little if any anxiety. When I know

that unconverted people will be present I am often

looking forward to preaching.

There is another kind of anxiety, however, that I

often experience, that has nothing to do with standing

before a group of people. Perhaps “anxiety” is not the

right word. What I feel is a kind of inadequacy. I will

doubt my ability to communicate Jesus and His

wonderful love. As a sinner myself, I stand before

others with the task of preaching the gospel. It comes

to me as I imagine it must have to Paul, I am in fear

and trembling. And this has nothing to do with stage

fright. I am fearful that I might not do my job as a

preacher in a way that would please and honor God.

At little stage fright is nothing in comparison.

But there is a danger that public ministry might

devolve into a performance; the preacher or teacher

becomes an actor. My feeling is, although I have no

statistics on this and few concrete illustrations that I

would relate here, a ministry would eventually be

undermined under such circumstances. A congregation

will begin to sense they are witnessing a performance.

Pastors should not underestimate the acuity and

wisdom of the people they preach to. If a pastor has an

ego that needs to be continually fed, the unction of

the Holy Spirit will be thwarted and people may

disregard the message however biblical.

Pastors conduct their ministries because of their

relationship with Jesus Christ, the motive being to

honor and serve our Lord, and to lift up His name. As

Spurgeon said, “The audience is not in the pews, it is

in heaven.”

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Fear of speaking before a group of people—have

you experienced this?

Have you developed your own style of preaching?

Do you relate to the “performance” idea presented

in this chapter?